Tuesday, November 13, 2007

I'm always waitin'

Wasn’t I waitin for the unexpected?
I always am…
I’m waiting on you to take a turn for the first
Stop being your comfortable worst
You’re so suburban-hard like mayonnaise
And in deep like a rat in a maze
Eatin and drinkin
the things you believe in
line your pocket
tiny and limited
Your morals fit in a first-love locket
No picture there
just the short list
You live by
simply chalk it up to
The world being against you
Poor you the only thing you have more
Of than self pity is more of you
And what about the her of you?
You use her and lose her and
Wonder why you have a rep
And she sits alone as empty as your conscience
While they blame her for what you did to her
So smile for the camera it’s as fake as your hair
Why do peers hate on you? So strange
How next year you are only a boy again
And she’s just a girl until she gets played
Again
I’m shakin my pen to make more ink
And wonderin why I’m wastin it on you
You don’t deserve me and Karma
Is gonna show that’s true
Pose-ter boy
Of unoriginality and immorality
You can’t even see you

3 comments:

  1. You getting frustrated yet, Leyba? Really nice pieces though, I've been away far too long, it's been too long since I've read something like this

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  2. the forms of disgruntled youth
    speak the forms of misguided truth
    it's a shame they act with such disdain
    and form these opinions of what they can not contain
    who are they to act so rough?
    when they don't know how to define tough
    football? no, disgruntled? no, but uncertain: yes
    and these are they silly things they manifest
    trying to put the authority to the test!
    they won't ever be able to rest
    until they've reached a point of detest
    for all the things you've given them
    though you've never forced a bend
    a kneel nor a repent
    and now they open ears to new decent
    who are they to judge you right?
    and who be they to judge you wrong?
    will you explain it to them via song?
    or will you play right along?
    do not fold, do not bend
    let them know; life is not pretend
    but rather a place for them to ascend
    and transcend, as not to debacle
    all that they have kept in the shackle
    a crimson tide of blood and wheat
    they must learn to remain their seat
    do not however begin to speak
    until your project is complete
    a vicious tone must include
    that they no longer shall include "dude"
    prefer the words that do not elude
    speaking clearly of those whom don't abuse
    but incorporate the ones that do not infuse
    the social gathering with those who delude

    ~A rebirth, forgive them, forgive me--I ramble.

    Love,
    Digress.

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  3. its been far too long since i have read one of your pieces, i loved it when you read us your stuff. If i could i would be in your class everyday.

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