Thursday, January 22, 2009

Aphorisms: Psychobabble.

1.
Legal Review - Laws are not the foundation of justice but are the hindrance of liberty; the foundation of justice  can be found in the way children are imbued with concepts of retribution. (see No. 15)

2.
A Bad Education - To teach the history of demonisation with a punitive disposition is to demonise; for the sake of sparing a redundancy, history should never be taught with this disposition.

3.
The Governed - The question to the government is not what it will do for the citizens, but by which means does the government plan to abate its presence in unnecessarily-governed civil arenas.

4.
The Good-Socialist - A socialist society does not modify the abilities nor the motivation of those within, but disables the returns gained by well-wishing efforts.

5.
A Sad Paradox -
"Dictionary - n. A Malevolent literary device for cramping the growth of a language and making it hard and inelastic." The Devil's Dictionary - Ambrose Bierce
It can be noted though, that recently both the quality of literature and the lexicon has diminished quite extensively, notwithstanding the size of the english dictionary has grown double its size since the 17th century.

6.
When Orating - Cant, but do not prate--hypocrisy is more subtle than foolishness, lo both are often reviewed as six of one.

7.
A Pithy Nature - Human nature is not derived from the most primitive times of man's existence, but from the the childhood man experiences; each nature differs from person to person--which is the foundation of individuality--but ultimately each nature enables itself to conform to a common ideal; it is common natures that differentiate the participants of a society. 

8.
Governance - It is not wealth that governs the world--as radicals do believe--but the motivation to gain wealth that governs the world.

9.
Self Advocacy - It is not for the benefit of conversation nor to hear another person that we lower the volume on a television or stereo, we lower the volume so that we can be certain our end of the conversation is heard. 

10.
Missing Strokes - Social constructivism appears as an excellent viewpoint, an opinion that is logical and easy to apply. The issue though, is the social constructivist does not recognise a very powerful force in the inter-workings of society: the power of the individual. Without accepting the power of the individual, the answer of how social constructs come about wanders into the night unanswered.
 
11.
You Sound Like... - Person: "You sound just like my friend ________"  Reply: "Thank you, but I would rather sound like myself." 

12.
Simplicity - The greatest thoughts and problems are not presented with simplicity, but solved and explained with simplicity.

13.
Why I Use British English - I enjoy most an original.

14.
Devil's Advocate - Be cautious when you choose to advocate an under-represented subject, the proponents are often wont to be fickle or even worse: inane on the subject.

15.
Equal Protection of Liberty - Under Title XIV of the United States Constitution, it is guaranteed that "No state shall make or enforce any law which shall abridge the privileges or immunities of citizens of the United States..." Upon review of this I enquire: do certain statutes that your government enforces, and you abide by, inhibit your ability to be completely liberated as liberty is defined in the Bill of Rights?


~Welcome to practice.

Love,
Digress.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

30 Influences

  1. Fambly                        (Jane Mark and Greg)
  2. G. Hantleman
  3. Arturo Marr
  4. Kiki Leyba
  5. Gustavo                      (Input)
  6. Charles Bukowski
  7. Libertarianism
  8. Samuel Clemens       (Mark Twain)
  9. Fydor Dostoyevsky
  10. The Federalists         (Organisation)
  11. Children of Men       (Film)
  12. Zach Thomson
  13. Richard Terfry           (Buck 65)
  14. Fredrich  Nietzsche
  15. Franz Kafka
  16. Jeremy Clarkson       (of Top Gear)
  17. Stephanie Cegelski
  18. There Will Be Blood (Film)
  19. I Heart Huckabee's   (Film)
  20. The Prisoner              (T.V. mini-series)
  21. Discraft
  22. englishrussia.com     (Website)
  23. Roberto Matta
  24. Charles Bottomly
  25. Planet Earth              (T.V. mini-series)
  26. The Blue Planet        (T.V. mini-series)
  27. W.L. Weller               (A bourbon)
  28. Enzo Ferrari & Antonio Ascari
  29. The United Kingdom
  30. Nikon                         (Cameras)

~Pretend we d0n't exist. and we don't.                 1776.

Love,
Digress.

Thursday, January 08, 2009

Loving the Daughter of an Italian Plutocrat

I like to watch good girls go bad
'cause they still have issues with their dad
going down like titanic; her tears are so tragic
manipulating her; she wants to be static
so I push and pull until she is emphatic:
screaming something hostile; exhaust from intake
but I just love to make her body shake
finding another way to make her love-hate
the way I abuse her at speeds higher than the interstate
spinning her until we're both dizzy
I wonder when I lock her in the garage: does she miss me?
she's in the shadow of my limelight when I put up a good fight
all the way till the end; she doesn't pretend
to appreciate me, but deep inside she needs
a man who can navigate through greed
putting up with her Italian design
she wants me to unwind
we're in a limited-slip relationship:
I still go after others while she cries to her mother
sorting things out like a fight with her brother
I'll leave her be for a few weeks
when I return it's all kisses on the cheeks
convincing her she's not weak
as long as she gets through in two hours
I need every one of her break horse powers
give me the challenge; she's easy to devour
the best of men submitting to the greatest sin
come prepared, that's what I always do
so that I can be behind the wheel of my lovely you
you're white green and black: pure, envious, and detached
can't force-feed you much through your hatch
so I pump you full of petrol to get your heads to roll
camshafts crank out the power to the track
and I know I was told not to meet my hero
but Ferrari Modena, you score a one-zero

~Strange how little we enjoy the things we really should cherish.

Love,
Digress.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

boys and girls, college

this pill has lasted me, oh, about 10 and a half hours. and honestly, i'm still in a good mood. but what i am writing about is to tell what college entails.

i took this pill in order to finish a 15 page paper.
it was for cognitive science,
a piece on
cross-cultural and sex differences in frames of references, spatial perception and linguistics.

as i saved my masterpiece,
i referred back to the online syllabus.

and on that syllabus i found
the due date.

and it was on monday.
next monday.

and i took the pill to finish it for saturday.

and that boys and girls,
is college.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

U S of A


                1

it is semaphore gore
on and off the screen
the images pour
right before we've scene

along the lines of kitsch
bloody murder winth
more feelings than fish
flash upon the city plinth

we hath not unveiled
any evidence of the lost
we'll keep our eyes pealed
for the life you tossed



                2

civil servants are wont
to seek the praise unearned
i know of one who does not tote
the laud which is deserved

tis not the learner's duty
nor the books he reads
to keep interest in study
a teacher must plant the seeds

to start a farm
land is not a contemplation
there starts the ball of yarn
and begins the fruitful gestation



                3

palpable and forsooth
living without youth
without a truth
keeps open minds at bay
so praise be to the U S of A

most know not why to war we came
some submit taxes were to blame
others say land did the trick just the same
and now we confuse freedom with fame
not knowing how like this we became

so hoping to imbue
a bit of light to you
might not leave switches down
and light bulbs with peal sounds



~Dear Kiki. dear diary. dear death. near seth.


Reverence,
Digress.

Monday, November 17, 2008

Human Tragedy.

We've been wasting plastic
on
trying to remember what Pachelbel's Cannon
sounds like

right now
Penderecki is convincing me
that Ghosts are not the
scariest thing
in the world
but rather that
the idea of ghosts
instil more fear
than anything
else

in these forgotten halls
behind the peeling paint
lies the answers
of when
it all went wrong
how the 
horror did erupt in those early
hours
men engulfed in flames
only fit for science fiction
a city of 200,000 being forced
from homes
houses
and livings
what horror did erupt
that warranted the forever abandonment of
100 square kilometres 

now there sits
a city of ghosts
on the river of vestiges
that feeds the lake of tragedy
and when the winds are high
there is nobody to shut the door
nobody to fix the breakers;
nobody to close the window when
the snow falls

nobody
living
anymore


~It's common.

Fearfully,
Digress.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Days Go Past

painting portraits of loneliness
coming across miniature gems of distant memories

~We look stupid... hail to Alberto Ascari; a true demigod.


Hate,
Digress.

Monday, November 10, 2008

investments

there is nothing like
like finding a real love,
nothing like a real person to love you.
grasping the meaning of your own life
and sharing it with someone else.
i now know what real love is like,
only to be adjusted for inflation,
like nominal income is on paper,
like inflation brings down the income about
4%.
only with this love,
inflation is -4
and love is not an expenditure.
like the congress makes decisions,
the democrats rule this nation,
heaven forbid this realtionship goes to hell,
just as i know our country will.
the man in charge of my heart is nothing
nothing compared to our new idiot president.
his job, as is mine to not change me for i am
perfect
the
way
i
am.
but as this country fades into nothingness
and the whole world falls apart
i know that unlike the massiah
he will protect me and never change anything
things are the way they are
like the economy is in shambles
my heart has gained 3000%
the market may drop
but all the more reason to invest in love.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

She Moves Swiftly, Speaks Sweetly

She move swiftly to hit me and take me off my feet quickly
My first and only victory in my broken hearted history.
She speaks sweetly to greet me and take me back a step neatly
A mystery full of misery and contemplating chivalry
Knowing things I see will never really get through to me.
And that she will pay the greatest price, the finders finder fee.
Watching walls through telescopes, looking for your face
Holding onto hope that can’t last another day.
Forcing fading smile that were never meant to stick
Sliding by your heart, reverberating slick.
Losing sounds and losing ground on what I meant to say.
Slipping subtle supplements of her instead of you, never seem to change the way I see the morning dew.

You Couldn't Blame Her For Giving Up

She gets me, and the fact that I move nowhere quickly, and I try to move bur fall down slickly. No epiphany, just broken hearted misery of my own self tyranny, and not falling asleep briskly. So I contemplate amphetamines, and relapse hard on nicotine, and try to forget the broken scene of living with what I deemed to be the only way to ream the seeds of what I decided life could be. I want to move on, be strong for my mom and learn to live with a different song. But I sit, linger over it, and wait for sleep to come in fits. I cannot quit for fear that it will be over quick and ill care about something more than this shit.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

200 mg

It's not that I haven't thought about it for awhile, or that I don't constantly think of it every day. But I was walking home, with some kind of girly shit on my iPod. It was good though, a good 2:00 song. Anyways, I get a kick out of those speed traps. Flashing at every car. And the leaves on the ground, so crunchy. The fact that I have business cards can never, ever stop me from crunching on those leaves. I even do a two-step, making sure I get that real curled up one. And I walk into my house, slide open the glass door. It's quiet. It smells like the Febreze candle I bought. Like $6. I'm out of breath, and I have an idea. I'm going to stop thinking. And then I think about it.

Smile at my answer, leave me laughing.

I've been watching your world from afar



by the way- vote for OBAMA/BIDEN!!!

I was out of your league....


and you were 20,000 underneath the sea, waving affections.




You were out of my league at a distance that I didn't want to see.


Down to the bottom, I wanted a junction, and often there was one.


You'd surface face first and we'd share thought bubbles.


And I still believe in the phrases that we breathed, but I know the distance isn't fair to cross.




I was out of your league....


and you were 20,000 underneath the sea, waving affections.




You were out of my league at a distance that I didn't want to see, wanted you nearer.


Your depths made a pressure that punctured my works and all your fluids couldn't tolerate the force of my thirst.


I love the place, where we shared our tiny grace.




But just because it's real don't mean it's going to work!




I was out of your league....


and you were 20,000 underneath the sea, waving affections.




You were out of my league at a distance that I didn't want to see, wanted you nearer.


And true affection floats.


True affection sinks like a stone.


I never felt so close.


I never felt so all alone.




I was out of your league....

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Cossonances of Disaster

bringing you to the brink of boundless energy
showing and not telling you the affects of my madness
psychosis sets sounds inside the soft tissues
grey matter dies when bodies dangle from aortic tension

lilies lost in the loving of last lines
crushing the doubts of finding sole mates
touching toes in shoes for those experiencing throes
of teenage love washed up on seas saltier than tears

rivals writhe with rife ridiculousness 
today will be the cornerstone of my disappearance 
because brotherhood is bothering the best blisters
growing up will never be so dark a closet

bleaching bodies with boldly belted baritone bouts
last screams are fornicating with the strangled dreams
conforming to the continuity conducive to connivence
conning the family that never supported the endeavour 

standing for self serving subordination
proving that playtime is the best time for planning
lingering in thoughts of living loves and loving the un-living
tomorrow will dawn and the dead will be forgotten

leaving letters leading to the living ludicrousness
ne'er impacting the world leaves me alone
depression dips deep in the drawers of destiny
and we shall see the darkness' impotence


~Where do you go when your sun has set? scales of one to ten--how uncomfortable are you with it?


I have homework for you.
Give me reading:

















Love,
Digress.


Friday, October 17, 2008

Second Hand

they are times likes these that
I think of
Richard Wagner
writing Siegfried Idyll
and of
Van Gogh
quickly removing an ear
I think of John Donne
using a flea to express
himself

I think
of how I am
so compelled
by the way you breathe
when the moon has not yet 
risen 
but the sun has completely
set
and how your concealed legs
take the shape of 
a Mediterranean paradise
and the
way dessert is
so many
times more comforting when
we make it
together

and then
they are times like these
I realise 
mornings can sometimes be greeted 
with
open arms and black pupils

~Tchaikovski (Чайковский). and benadryl.

Love,
Digress




Tuesday, October 14, 2008

A Key Please

on the brink of time 
finding success in distance
never to admit

one steel rail stretching
from socialism to pain
establishing forever

lost inside last place
found in the vertical space
dividing today

~tomorrow forever. No Longer for i,

Love,
digress.

Friday, October 10, 2008

No More Love And i'm Still Standing.

looking past the iron-clad lamplight
above--an expansion of vacuum.


~forever home.

Love,
Digress.

run red lights

slowly losing time;
alcohol punishing dreams--
tomorrow is lost.


~Cruise missile.

Love,
Digress.

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Чернобыль Сказание

dust rises while buildings crumble;
canyons answer with cavernous echos













~Crisis.

Love,
Digress

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

halfway whole

you know when you squeeze a sponge and all the juices of the kitchen-world that have been slurped up in the past...forever....gush out like shaken soda exploding;
like pushing the elevator button and waiting on the 99th floor;
remember how it feels to wake up in the middle of the night with a wet pillow and swollen eyes because that dream-image was oh so real;
and thinking you can you can you can....but then you really truly honestly....can't;
can't you imagine spilling your guts and being so politically INcorrect that they have no choice but to look and stare and say "oh my";

i guess what this jumbled mess of similies and subtelties and (un)certainties points to is that feeling when you feel so dead inside that when things break down, CRaSh, and buRN, you realize that a long time ago you stopped forgetting to care and...and maybe it's time to remember.
when you're fighting, pushing, playing that tug-of-war of wills and pride and who can spit the meanest s*** and all you, I, can think is i'm so tired and trying to cry with a depleted supply of emotion tears
how many times can a human heart (love?) be twisted, tested, cheated, betrayed and abused, before it stops hurting, stops threatening to tear them (me) apart and just keeps on beating with the same thud-thud...thud-thud it had before you even knew about that fanciful fascination in the art of feeling



how long can you fake it

Hundred Proof

burnt flower petals
, severed family bow-tie
, holding stick ups
in the form of date rape drugs
; black eyes for the last life
, tear gas ducts full of
salted seas
, soiled soil with no laments
--a threnody in what we say
past times
and last lives
; shattered for the first times
and this was the fresh fallen powder
marching through april weather
--we fit inside the same sweater
stretched to strangle the 
inventor.

Broken glass
and outside my window
is the awful depiction of you
and all i see is
truth. 

i've been spending my nights
in brightless lamplight
writing the suffixes of vampires
bleeding for the starving writers
who know not their desires
but what death
inspires
.
i'll die of T.B.
and you'll live on without me
.

welcome one and all
to my co-dependency
; i break safety sun-glasses
with the poise and passion
of the rebel football team
go ahead--step to me
, i've got a scalpel
and flesh as soft as precious metal.

Staple brains shut
stable veins touch
on the matter of fact
tap into the right picket front line of
defense
it's a homeland security breech
spies are on my mail
and
everything i write
is
translated
to braille.


insufficient funds
to replace
my fun
; i drink up to one-hundred-and-fifty bullet proof
in attempt to school
and drink
to you
under
the table you 
just
can't consume
.

rap right
and you'll
never
see the


light
.




~Touch what you think about. overstand homie?

piss off,
Digress.