are my feelings just so

The words I wish to speak,
They are turning into crap,
I am becoming bleak,
Is there something that I lack?
I’m wondering who you want me to be,
Am I not good enough?
I wish that you could see.
I just want to be tough.
Forget what you know,
For I am not going to be here for long.
My feelings are just so,
I want to be strong.
Should I stay or should I go?
Or are my feelings just so?