Please Understand. Me.

I can not survivie without you.
My soul breaks
My heart Aches
And we can not be together.
In the midst of the day
Our love is at bay
when no one can stand
to stay or go
Im on my knees
begging you, please
for you not to walk away.
When you walk away from me
my heart fills the day
with empty thoughts and feelings
my mind takes the blankness
and molds it into great-ness
with which i can read to you.
I take the thoughts and form them to understand,
the inner turmoil i face today.
Please understand why i cant hold your hand,
and tell you that i love you too.