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sometimes i wanna know what it feels like to fall apart, to lose control, to just let go and fly, high above the world. like a kite. i wanna look out at this world and see more than a self-pitying, pathetic, angry human race. i want a saving grace. i wanna touch, smell, taste, hear everything there is to enlighten and excite my sensations. i wanna break a heart, i wanna hold a hand, i wanna stop a fall, i wanna kiss a cheek. sometimes i need more than just words to support my weight, sometimes i need to see what is actually meant by 'this' and 'that' and....please, please tell me how to feel...