something from a true human mind

You want it, you got it, yeah okay.
I'll drop it
I'm a word, a song, a dare
that flare that makes you come back
can't stay away, say what you only wanna pray
you want my inspiration, my conversation, my annotation
on your pages like you were a book.
pause, rewind, stop to find that I'm trapped in your mind
can't forget, can't regret, you only want what you can't get
you're so lost you can't come back, you'll sell your soul for any cost
for a minute of fame you'll throw a game, for stupid pride you'd stay on your side
Wait, wait, I'm stuck...
...
like a tongue to a pole, like a joint that you roll, like a stomach never full
I'm dissatisfied, detached, dismayed and defeated
I'm tired, I'm trying, I'm TRYING! but my rhymes
just keep dying
they give way to lemon limes and bigger times and greater minds
I won't quit but I'll accept defeat
...sit back and wait for the judgement seat